Struck by lightning, it came out of blue
I’m not like this, so I’m blaming you
My body’s here but my mind is there
I cannot sleep now I’m just too damn scared

There’s no way to solve this
I can’t change my feelings
Maybe some pills could numb them
Please let me go and leave me alone

I know this will kill me
I can’t live without it anyway
Somehow it fills me
With things I thought I could never find
I must have lost my mind

How come I enjoy this misery?
My best friend and my worst enemy
It makes me cry but all I do is laugh
I fucking hate this but I can’t fight back

I’m trapped, I’m wrestling myself
I’m on my way to hell
Will I come crashing down?
Too much is too much, but nothing’s enough